DateTime : 02 February 2026 , 12:07 CET

A couple of days back, more of the Epstein files were released. Its disturbing what the people at the top are engaging in.

I feel physically disgusted reading about these things. That feeling of disgust sometimes grows into a disgust for the entire human race and the state of having to live as a human being. Such rot. Life is rot. A disease. No matter how much I try to be an optimist, this affliction of pessimism just doesn't seem to go away for long.
I think it's just encoded in my dna or something.
Some time goes by, distractions do their job, corporeal pleasures are enjoyed. But that old feeling creeps back in regularly.
I dont know if this is just a side effect of being "chronically online" or something. It could be a factor that worsens this affliction. It's probably not the cause, because I remember feeling this way, way before I ever used social media.


Please meteor!!! Please end us.
Grrrrrrrrr